its like i have no idea what to do. i'm actually alright with her wanting to move out and all that, i mean i dont expect her to want to face someone who pisses the hell out of her 24/7. but seriously, there's no need to like shut me off completely, and i dont understand why can't we just have a cordial relationship, instead of just like okay i want this bitch out of my life NOWnowNOW and thats the end of it. alright but then again its not as if i have a choice, i have to respect her decisions, if all this is what she really wants. everyone just keeps saying, she's childish and immature thats why she handles things the way she does, its part of who she is and quite frankly there's really nothing anyone can do about it except leave her alone. but as if they have a clue. nobody really knows anybody, actually.


anyways on to something more comforting, i've got an interview from UCL!! i was jumping up and down when i opened the letter. yay and to make things even better when i called my dad he said he just may come over next week!! i told him he really should, cos his daughter needs his emotional support. i mean its not that i'm totally dependant on my parents and can't even go for a simple interview without them by my side, but it would just be really nice to see him again, even though home is just 2 weeks away. but anyhow i'm really excited. ucl! wow!
alright sorry if i sound like im making a mountain out of a molehill. but i really am excited.