and so it ended.

your heart aches. for what? for whom? mine is broken. splintering like shards of window glass, thats what it is. those tears refuse to stop. i should have known better; the ephemeral nature of things such as these, i shouldn't have fell so deep. its none of your fault, i know. and i don't blame myself for falling in love with you in the first place either. it hurts though, it really does.


that last hug, i wished i could stop that moment in time and hold you and never let go. i wished you would tell me it was all a big mistake, that you wanted to be with me as much as i wanted you to. but that's just wishful thinking, and those hopes should retreat back to the innermost recesses of my mind, where they belong, because we don't exist anymore, and never will. what hurts me even more is the thought that after all is said and done, you will move on quickly, to greener pastures possibly, and forget about the girl who loves you beyond reason, with all that she has to give.